Wishlist

1. Save up for my internship in Singapore which is in approximately 5 months

2. Save up or my last year in Uni which begins right after said internship

3. Look for a part-time job to actually initiate the saving up process 

    (How I regret turning down that part-time job was offered to edit photos)

4. Save up for a trip to Hong Kong next year with my best friend 

5. Graduate from University and become less of a burden (Coz lately that's how I've been feeling)

Twilight

So I recently joined in on the twilight bandwagon, and I don't care if people say that I've conformed hahaha. There's a reason why the book is a freaking best seller. And the reason is Edward Cullen. Imagine being immortal and not finding love  until 90 years later. To make things worse, the girl he falls in love with is human, and he must fight his every being not to kill her every time he breathes in her scent. Oh how I wish I had an Edward Cullen. Ahhh I absolutely can't wait for the movie to come out! I've watched the trailer like a million times...I just hope I don't get dissapointed after reading the book. I said I was only going to read the first book too see what the buzz was all about, but now I'm thinking of getting the next 3 to complete my collection teehee:)

If I were boy

If I were a boy even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning 

And throw on what I wanted

And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

And never get confronted for it

Coz they stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her 

Coz I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Coz I know that she'd be faithful

Waiting for me to come home, come home

Beyonce tells it like it is:)

Fill me up

For the longest time in my life, I've felt this empty void inside me, just yearning to be filled. Through the years, I've attempted to fill that void- surrounding myself with my family, my best friends, and just things that I loved doing and was passionate about. Despite being so blessed with everything I have right now, after 20 years of existence, this feeling of loneliness and emptiness is the one  thing that never changes in my life. Sure, there were times when I considered being happy, but those moments were just all too brief and don't even measure up to those moments I felt completely alone. I'd just like to find that something, that someone who could make me whole. For once, I'd like to know how it feels to be complete.